I don't know if it's still going on or not. I'm not even entirely sure if I still feel the same about it. But I pulled myself back/away becasue, I think I just became too overwhelmed, and I subconsciously pulled away from a LOT of stuff to try something fresh and new. Geez, I haven't really even been logging in much of anywhere except Shin Megami Tensei Imagine lately. I don't seem to have much of the heart or energy to do otherwise.
I figure my issue is that I just need a break from it all. Not playing my Xbox or Wii much. Not chatting much, not checking my IB much either. At the same time, I can feel everything lightening up and my desire to come back around is getting a bit stronger. Not TOO much back yet but I'm getting there.
Just...I realize how overwhelmed I've been. My grandmother's death and getting closure from my dad after finally seeing him had also helped me realize that too much was going on with me, too. Moving into a new home and never enjoying it because of working so long, trying to force myself to come on because I love you guys, but hating the limited amount of time. And the pressure from everyone else I was getting because of it. I just took on too much and again, letting pressure get me down and beat me. So...I've taken an impromptu break, just enjoying some MMOs with Noah and getting my head on straight.
Don't take my absence as me leaving either. Love you guys too dang much for that. Still got some Mavy fixing to do though before I can finally say that I'm back. Til then, wish me luck!
And again, I love you all!
5 years, 7 months ago
12 May 2013 14:03 CEST