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I can't do it . . .

Depression is too much for me . . .

. . . you may know this, but there's a contest for fame and recognition, so said Inkbunny.  https://inkbunny.net/journalview.php?id=77698  Unfortunately, it's a contest, which means that I will lose, no matter if I participate or not.  To win could mean attention, and thus, people can start commissioning me.  But to win is impossible for me . . . It isn't like anything I make will convince my true talent to anyone . . .

. . . and really, no one wants to hire me, not even burger joints . . . it's as if the world is telling me that there isn't any room for me . . .

Yes, I'm doomed . . . well, maybe if I don't exist, that wouldn't matter . . .

I would like to make artworks for fun, but considering my situation, I have to take seriously and use my "talent" to make money.  Unfortunately, I need people willing to make profit.  I need an audience . . . and it isn't just for art commissions.  What would happen if I made a game and publish it for download via Steam or Google Play?  Would anyone notice the game?  Everything is about advertisement!  Everything is about grabbing attention!  So . . . if no one notice my hard work as well as anything I create, will I even become successful?  In a time in which I need an audience to make money, I doubt so . . .

. . . I understand if you can't realize this . . . Nothing I said will convince anyone . . . maybe I'll disappear like I should . . . betrayed by everyone . . . abandoned by everyone . . . there's no hope at all for me . . . I'm an accident . . . I'm not suppose to exist . . .
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Added: 6 years, 2 months ago
6 years, 2 months ago
There's always hope. And if it makes you feel any better, I think you're a great artist. I'm sure something will happen someday. It just takes time.
6 years, 2 months ago
I agree with Joey.
6 years, 2 months ago
Don't say your a failer. ust keep trying :) :hug:
6 years, 2 months ago
i can't get a job either but that doesn't mean theres no room for you in this world
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