And fuck anyone who LIKES this horrible holiday.
As I've said, I have a horrible, ungodly amount of emotional baggage to do with this day. Every year in Elementary School, if we bought Valentines, we were supposed to give them out to everyone in the class. Every year, I'd buy a card for every single person in the entire class. Every year, everyone would mysteriously "run out" of cards before they got to me. Of course, no one ever got in trouble.
Then in middle school and high school, it was guaranteed, I'd be the only one never to get a card, piece of candy or anything. I've NEVER received a REAL Valentine. Not once in my entire life.
And when I say "REAL" Valentine, it doesn't mean I haven't received gifts. Oh, no, I've received stuff... Insults. Pranks. And in high school, we had a "choc-o-gram" thing where you could send chocolate to someone. Guess who never got one.
I'm 26, alone, tired, and with no hope of having romance or even MEETING someone. And then this insipid fucking day shoves it in my face every single year. All the art with lovey dovey people. All the commercials. All the happy couples.
Fuck them. Fuck you if you like that. Fuck everyone who likes this holiday. That's all I have to say.
5 years, 9 months ago
14 Feb 2013 02:51 CET