It's not much of a secret how things have been for me lately. There's been a lot of struggling, a good deal of misery, and more stress than I've pretty much almost ever dealt with. Even if i don't say it to most people, i think it comes out in the fact that I don't get art done anymore, and what I have been showing is just emotional garbage.
But, last night, I got a rare bit of real happiness. Kogie had been trying to get me to go out for a while. I guess I had just been unmotivated or unwilling to do anything but lie down and rest. Finally last night, I didn't want to disappoint him again so we went out.
He took me out to dinner, which was great, just a quiet nice meal together that wasn't something off food stamps that we had to buy cheap as possible to have food at the end of the month. It was also great to be able to sit down and have a dinner with him, joking, talking, and just having a nice time and I went out of there genuinely better feeling.
After that we went to see Warm Bodies, which was good, and a bit of everything I think we both like in movies. Some horror, romance, and even if sappy a genuinely good plot and good acting. Better than that though we got to be close and hold hands the whole time, which I was happy to say i was brave enough to do in public for once.
I had, the entire time, a really great time and i was glad to have gone and done that. Thank you, hun. No one else puts up with my emo ass or takes care of me but you, so thank you, not just for this, but for everything you do. I love you.
5 years, 11 months ago
09 Feb 2013 20:03 CET