Real life Crisis update.

by TSOL

I... I really DONT want to have this here...cuse i really dont want to expose myself like this, but i cant express myself in Any other way.

No amount of letters organized to a sentance could ever express the gratitude i feel.
I will make a proper journal when i have slept, iv been so stressed that i didnt sleep last night at all, and now waking up to this its just....alot to handle right now emotional wise.

I really REALLY dont want anyone to see this side of me, im a happy good going always look at life positive kind of guy, and i am super angesty about opening myself at all to anyone.... showing myself" weak" im just ...so blunt " my problems, my fix" but last night writing the journal when i got the mail...i was just so devestated that i had a moment of "weakness"

Well...that moment saved me, becouse you all helped me and now...im forcing myself to lay this up just so the people who helped out can perhaps truly understand how gratefull i am.

this will be removed and replaced with a proper journal before long

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Added:	11 years, 3 months ago 25 Jan 2013 23:21 CET

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Ishkaa

11 years, 3 months ago

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Paypal scares me. I hope you get things cleared up. May all your troubles disappear.

Caylen

11 years, 3 months ago

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Not sure if you're religious, but it seems that God has touched you.

Meowz

11 years, 3 months ago

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Edited 11 years, 3 months ago by Owner

:~) I am *very* happy right now. I hope that somehow I could contribute --- even just a little through journaling; you're one of the few people who make me feel more connected instead of kept at a safe distance. You, Nir, and a few select others do that, make me feel more "closer" than others do.

Words fail me trying to describe this link somehow. I may be just a faraway person but it sure doesn't feel that distant.