I... I really DONT want to have this here...cuse i really dont want to expose myself like this, but i cant express myself in Any other way.
No amount of letters organized to a sentance could ever express the gratitude i feel.
I will make a proper journal when i have slept, iv been so stressed that i didnt sleep last night at all, and now waking up to this its just....alot to handle right now emotional wise.
I really REALLY dont want anyone to see this side of me, im a happy good going always look at life positive kind of guy, and i am super angesty about opening myself at all to anyone.... showing myself" weak" im just ...so blunt " my problems, my fix" but last night writing the journal when i got the mail...i was just so devestated that i had a moment of "weakness"
Well...that moment saved me, becouse you all helped me and now...im forcing myself to lay this up just so the people who helped out can perhaps truly understand how gratefull i am.
this will be removed and replaced with a proper journal before long
5 years, 8 months ago
25 Jan 2013 23:21 CET