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Doing badly...

This isn't quite a status update journal... It's more an explanation and apology.

I have been in a bad state lately.  In fact, I feel downright horrible.   I haven't been sleeping much at all, and when I DO sleep, I toss and turn most of the night.  I just feel ill and lethargic, even though I'm not actually sick.

Compounding issues, I have been in an almost constant state of depression for the last week or so.  I'm just sad and tired and angry... and tired of being sad and tired and angry.  To be honest, I usually have a yearly depression phase that sets in around Valentine Day due to numerous childhood traumas relating to this day (I was bullied all to hell), but this one is worse than my usual just being angry at the world.

...I want to apologize to EVERYONE.  I have been short, rude, taciturn, neglectful and more.  It's not me.  It's not who I am.   I don't know when I'll come out of this funk, but until then, this is the best I can do to alleviate issues.  I can apologize for my past... and probably future behavior.  If I've been mean or rude to anyone, I truly am sorry for it.

...That's all I have to say.  I haven't done much work on any writing, so don't expect anything new except a commission or two in the near future.

Rock on guys and gals.
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Added: 6 years, 4 months ago
6 years, 4 months ago
Get better soon OK
6 years, 4 months ago
I feel your pain to. (hugs you)
6 years, 4 months ago
youre not alone in this i had this problem for a few months you will get better soon im sure
6 years, 4 months ago
i hope you get well soon Skye
6 years, 4 months ago
I too feel your pain Skye. You'll beat this I know it! :gives you a big hug:
6 years, 4 months ago
Get better soon Skye, I know you can push through this!
6 years, 4 months ago
Well who wouldn't be depressed around black history month.
6 years, 4 months ago
Best of luck dealing with the blues.  Just keep on thinking about positive things in your life, or at least things you enjoy.
...On a totally unrelated topic, does vent art actually help people feel better?  Kind of weird me out.
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