Random Confessions (taken from AlexReynard's journal)
Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
For a long time it has been failure. It still is, but the fear has lessened.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Some in which had to write a test and found myself undable to do so, frantically thinking and unable to move,
some in which I committed a crime and was caught.
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Some ways in which I misspent my money and my youth.
Confession 4: Best dream.
Pretty much everyone I can memorize. I sometimes wonder what are the best dreams I have forgotten.
Confession 5: Favorite Memory.
Many parties with friends and some ideas I had, and the process of inspiration that led to them.
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Almost being expelled from school, in the final year, for something I thought harmless.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
Loud, disharmonic voices. They give me a headache.
Confession 8: Something you are paranoid about.
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Very little thought. Instant sympathy, and I thought they were cool. A feeling of having the same wavelength.
Confession 10: Your strongest princle/belief.
Currently reorganizing my beliefs. The core still stands strong, albeit I have neglected it a bit in the last years:
Your destiny is your purpose, literally the reason why you are alive at this time, in this body - never betray it, never neglect it (I have failed at that, see Confession 3 and 13).
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
Stupid and misguided people. For the people who stupify and misguide them I have stronger words than annoyance.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Make the world a better place and make mankind a better people.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Having not learned enough about the things I really care about out of paranoia and complacency.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I am a good masseur.
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
More willpower (I am working on that).
Confession 17: Worst habit.
Procrastination (I am working on that).
Confession 18: Most important person in your life at the moment.
My friends and those I regard as my mentors.
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
A master in what I am currently studying - would save me five years. ;)
On a serious note, better communication skills and more charisma.
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you ever recieved.
I do not really sort them - anytime someone likes my art or my ideas is on the list.
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
That it alienates people from each other. Then again, it seems to be a part of human nature to define oneself as part of a group by having common enemies, and, if lacking those, creating them to keep the group together. Which does not make it better, just harder to fix.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
The news, both their content and their reporting priority.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
Immaterial: My ideas. Material: My laptop.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To become a god. But I guess I will have to through a few thousand more reincarnations for that.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
A personal value system that got a bit deformed by bullying and depression.
It was not a pleasant place to have in your head and I am currently remodelling it.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I used a cucumber as a fl*shlight, then ate it. Still do.
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Someone who tries to live up to his own values. I have not succeeded yet, but I can only try again.
Also, I am very creative and more of a theoretician. Actually doing things is a challenge.
6 years, 5 months ago
04 Jan 2013 23:03 CET