Dear friends, watchers and commissioners.
I will not be able to use a good internet for a while, so I will be using just the internet of my iphone using Bluetooth. This connection is really limited, I don't think I will be able to stream using livestream, maybe joinme and nothing else.
I have been using the internet from my mother's and stepfather's house. But now my step father is no longer here, he went to US to visit my mom and now they don't want me to go to their home. I don't want problems with them and didn't want to start a fight over the phone. This is fucking great, I will be all alone during Christmas and New year as well. I'm staring to get depressed a little bit, but I'm more frustrated than anything else. I can't call a local company to put internet back to my house cuz it's fucking expensive. I can't use an air-card because the coverage it's terrible over my house meaning the signal and internet speed will be almost zero.
Oh and I just find out I will be all alone during my birthday, this is just PERFECT.
Last Thursday I went to my appointment for my new passport and they told me will be ready until January the 15th meaning I CAN'T go anywhere as well. Shit.
To be honest I don't know what to do. I always tried to be cool with my family, I love them, don't get me wrong, but there are always problems like this.
Do you want a good advice... NEVER do ANYTHING for your family, free or not. I'm a graphic designer and Web developer and I have been working for my family for free, I will never charge money to my mom. I have never did, and will never do, but now, I have decided to put an end to this. I will never work for family, paid or free. I will never do anything else for them when it comes to work with them.
I'm just really piss-off right now.
Another reason I didn't want to put internet to my place noe was because I'm short of money and was trying to save all I can get to be able to get out of this fucking hole named Costa Rica. Yea yea, this is a beautiful place, great flora and fauna, but the country it's a shitty place to leave unless you are a fucking politic or something similar. You need to keep an eye on everybody cuz there is a 95% chance to get robed by someone and maybe get killed. This is one of the main reasons why I hate this place so much. and the second one it's because the local companies in here are looking to hire gods in the desired field but paying shit. I can't even get a job in a call center.
Going back to my family issue, it appears I'm all alone on this world, when someone is needing of real help, they just back-off. My GOD, I'm not asking for a fucking transplant, just some internet. but well, it appears is asking too much.
I only have 2 chooses, use my iphone's internet or going to a 24 hr restaurant with wifi and works against a wall and just order a coffee or two while I'm there.
I will keep working on the commissions, don't worry, but please tell your friends I'm accepting commissions, I really need to money. cuz this is my only way of income.
So, if you are able to find two people who will commission me now, I could sketch you something up for free.
I will be sending a joinme link later today if I cant set my phone's internet to work. with a decent speed.
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17 Dec 2012 05:12 CET
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