Ever feel that moment that you are the only one in the party that can simply manage things and sense ways around situations to try and make things better? I'm kinda at that moment right now. But I have a strong and firm belief that I absolutely failed...
Nothing to worry that much though. In the end everything will still turn out okay. Although this cat has had his derp moments, like losing something and it's right in front of me or explaining that something might or might not happen and it already did. It's just that for the first time ever I've completely messed up in my planning. That to me is major blow to the mind because I've never screw up like that. I've really could have gone to MFF had I completely thought things through fully.
I've already explained the issues with the rent and thought that we can actually knock everything out the way if we would have stayed and skipped the con. But with the surrounding doubts, negativity, and gun-ho attitudes being at their peak, I completely forgot that we still would have a full on paycheck to take care of everything by the time we got back. But it was already too late. I withdrew the time off requested for the con and trying to get it back would probably get our jobs in an absolute foul mood.
Sure by doing that it can guarantee the time off needed for FWA. It's just that I have never missed any possibilities to make sure that everyone is happy until now. I've always pictured myself as a Aries/Zack type character in the group. Not weak and useless mind you, but always in a carefree attitude and doing my best to make sure that everyone is okay near and far. I'm always the happy-go-lucky kitty. But with that slip up, I was worried that some of that was starting to fade away. Then again, I realize that not everyone is perfect. Even the coolest of felines can slip off the ice and land hard on their ass every once in a while. Just the first times always hurts the most. (Yeah, you can go there too :P )
I'll try my best not to have that happen again and be a better sound of mind. However, I'm positive that by the time 2013 rolls around, things will definitely get better by then.
*taking the opportunity to rank higher in Halo 4 while others are at MFF*
5 years, 9 months ago
14 Nov 2012 11:33 CET