Doing better :)

Hi all, today is Trans day of visibility, but more importantly I've mostly recovered from the depression from losing my boy Lazer Villalobos, I have to stay strong for him, it's hard but I'm feeling much better. I have great news.

Physical activity: I've been able to exercise, my libido is up again.

Trans aspects: My voice training is going well, have been getting more consistent with my voice, been able to get more emotion into it, I sound proper fem, kinda sound like a goth girl, lol. Have been to women's restrooms, having very few issues with other people, just weird looks sometimes, but I don't care, I'm so excited to be a woman. Got a cute new skirt and top set! It's great, planning to take fursuit pics with it.

Furry related: Got a new partial, it is so cute, she's a Siamese dog (Kitty dog)

Spiritual: Was visited by my dog's spirit as I was going to sleep shortly after losing him, he helped calm me down by petting me and just generally making me feel like I did a good job caring for him

Recovery from loss: I picked up my dog's remains/ashes and remembernace items today, I felt kind of empty, and sad, but I managed to redirect it from "I miss him, I failed him." to "I love him, I remember when we were together, how we rode in the car together, how he'd kiss me happily." I had him for so long, he was so damn special to me.

I'll be alright, I feel like I need to reach out, talk to friends and such to help heal.