and this image in particular https://inkbunny.net/s/3784625 for making me realize something about myself. Because of my disability, my creative mental space could best be described as one of those conspiracy boards, where several different sources of inspiration are pinned to it like photos, with strings connecting them all together, into a single idea. My problem is, repeated, constant stress and anxiety has made the board more wobbly and prone to falling over. And everything ends up on the floor. And it's getting harder and harder to put everything back up the way it was. Leading to a lot of very good ideas getting abandoned, before I can follow through, because I can't remember how it was all connected together.
Unfortunately most of the stuff causing me stress right now, are things I have utterly no control over, so I have no idea how to deal with it, and get things calmed down again.
Thank you for sharing that, it really means a lot to hear 🐾
I’m glad the piece was able to resonate with you in some way. The way you described your creative process is actually really vivid, and I can see how frustrating it must feel when things get disrupted like that.
Even if things feel a bit scattered right now, it sounds like those ideas are still there, just waiting for the right moment to settle again.
I appreciate you taking the time to write this, and I’m really happy the work could connect with you like that.
Thank you for sharing that, it really means a lot to hear 🐾 I’m glad the piece was able to resonate