and before you ask no that is not a good bye post
more a how is life and everything around it
So let´s begin with why I wanted to write some stuff of my chest.
Death ... yeah so over the last 2 month I had to face several (7 in fact) death in my family my direct neighborhood and my inner friendcircle. the last one just happened two day ago.
That let me think quite a lot about where I stand and what happened to me over the last few years.
I found in the fandom a good ancor for my wellbeing and made a lot of friends here.
but right now I live in a little bubble because of my grandma (which I love dearly) who is extremly depend on me and my mother. She can´t do anything anymore and we have to help her.
This brings me in the bubble. I can´t really plan stuff longterm or do extented vacations.
So yeah like I said stuck in a bubble.
My cousin will give birth tommorrow (c-section) and we will have a new member in the family.
Work is extremly hard right now and drags me a bit down. ( though I hope that I can change the department this year )
So yeah life goes on
nothing to worry just a bit of my chest
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