I'm back, with a strong attempt to improve consistency, communication, and speed! I've been working hard on all 3. I've gone quiet because I hunkered down and focused on the work I was given, though a couple of the projects were so big that I'm still working on them in the background, I have a lot to post that I think is great work.
I did some digging on my kinks. I went home to mom and dad to get some stuff checked out, cancer scare, dental work, and while I was there I was gifted the security to spend time looking inward and what I found was abject terror. I had to sort through lots of trauma! But we're over that now, I have commodified my newly found sense of self and am passing the gains onto you, the customer!
No but seriously, I went through a lot. Some of you will remember my attempts to figure out where lust comes from, where a desire to harm could come from. While I was back home, I got sufficient answers for myself. I think I was trying to figure out how I could make work that *resolved* my own cravings rather than just *echoed them.* I got some answers for how to do that and have been writing snuffy stories with cute little morals. Hopefully I can share those with you soon.
Side projects Deadraid still continues, the wolf comic I mentioned before just wasn't going to work out, but I have new stories I'm curious to see how people react to. I've written and sent out a few to close friends, and once I have time to refine them, I'll post them here, as well. I hope to turn them into comics, little doujin. I am still finding my writing voice.
Love y'all! The lot of you have supported me, been my nervous system and my safety net at times. It has meant the world that I have been able to push myself and survive a humble life eating from my artwork. I want to pay you all back with good work that's hot while also reaching deep, hopefully I can get there!
Thanks for reading, I'll hopefully talk to you all soon!
I'd be interested in seeing those stories you made. The part about making art that resolves cravings is fascinating, maybe something I should try to figure out myself. Anyway, I would like to take a slot, but I can't figure out something I'd like to see...
I'd be interested in seeing those stories you made. The part about making art that resolves cravings
Sure, take your time! For now, you said you'd like a slot. I'll place you in for one, be sure to reach out as soon as you think of an idea! Feel free to hmu on discord as well if you're comfortable with it, we can talk there and I can help find an idea that works.
I checked your gallery favs to get an idea what you might like. I do love sonic characters and ponies, and am okay doing humans as well! I'll post a pony example from my recent work later today!
Sure, take your time! For now, you said you'd like a slot. I'll place you in for one, be sure to rea
Oh sure, so just send me a friend request! Im guiltstar on discord, all lower case! Will be on standby~ i respond on discord pretty quick between 11AM and 11:59PM est!
Oh sure, so just send me a friend request! Im guiltstar on discord, all lower case! Will be on stand