I finally did it. 18 years of waiting, 14 months on the books, I finally did it. I’m all “me” now.
I’m in incredible pain at the moment; the catheter is my worst nightmare incarnate (it is a constant burning sensation worse than any UTI I’ve ever felt; I can always feel when one of my many painkillers is off when I begin to feel it). It, and my packing, get removed next Wednesday, and I can finally begin dilating and seeing the woman I am. A few months from now, I’ll be who I always wanted to be, fit into the dresses and leggings and everything else I always wanted. I’ll be able to finally go back to the beach this summer. I’ll get to do yoga this fall. I’ll be able to give of myself completely to my partners, with my mental health and my body improved and in alignment.
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