I think this is some kind of update on how things have been going lately, and while i'm trying my best- I think i'm honestly hitting a bottom i haven't in a while now.
Ive said how i've been looking for jobs since my father is planning to go to Spain and leave us nothing, and well... Its confirmed. He will leave and there's nothing we can do more than hope that his "good will" is enough to keep paying until we are the according age, but knowing him- Either he will chose to spend it on drugs or wont pay because he is dead somewhere on Spain.
Im looking and applying for every job possibly but the pressure is unbelievable and so far i've had no luck, with that im constantly dealing with having to plan my options extensively because my family just doesn't have the money, and me and my mom are running out of options.
Regarding commissions i want to openly apologize, i know im under a lot of stress and pressure but i still feel like it doesn't justify the time it has took me to get back to it... So to anyone that has commissioned, im sorry, ill try to finish everything i have pending on these couple days as best as i can and then- well i dont know.
People are talking about the guys going around doxxing people- But that happens every year honestly, still, ill see, if i make more content like YCH's ill have in mind said precautions.
Im not feeling my best, been sleeping like crap and ive been really unmotivated to reach out to people, but i always bounce back, i have to
see you all
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