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Bloodhawk

Looking for VA's

I'm still on the search for VA's that can do cute cub/teen voices.

One thing I am going to say (call it a rant);

Over the years i've been manipulated, straight-up robbed, and sexually preyed on by new VA's.
I'm not looking for a relationship, or friendship for that matter.
I can't count the number of times I've been socially and mentally manipulated by a certain "type of person" that use my livelihood as a bargaining chip for sick imaginary relationships. Countless times, I've had to make excuses to my audience as to why my animations are always late, just so some individuals can string me along for some sick attention drip feed.

So yeah, I'm pulling the trauma card out. I've had to sell my soul while being financially manipulated by people who just want to dump their emotional baggage onto me, or just straight up hate men in general and want to achieve some sick high score to prove to their friends how much men can be manipulated.

I'm truly tired of the mental narcissistic mind games I've had to endure over the years, not to mention bitchy sociopathic behavior directed at Xan.

I shouldn't have to feel ashamed about my gender, whatever your backstory is.
I shouldn't have to put up with sexual predation and psychological manipulation just because I'm AMAB.

So yeah, I know I've lowered prospects of getting a VA down to -0, but I just don't have the mental stamina to play this fragility damsel in distress mind games crap anymore.

I just want my characters to come to life and make filthy sounds. I'm just not willing or interested in becoming one of your suck-up gooner gamer friends, a shoulder to cry on, or a punching bag because of my gender.

If you want to make rude sounds and get paid, drop me a PM.

cheers.  

Flak armour;
I know you're going to label me as a Masonist. I know how this may come across, but I have really experienced this level of mistreatment, and as crazy as it sounds, Men do experience mistreatment as well.    
    
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Added: 3 months, 1 week ago
 
ViridiansAuthor
3 months, 1 week ago
Yeah, having boundaries and have them respected is so very important - especially when Dealing with spicey interests.

No matter what having that trampled on sucks.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
yeeea, it would be nice
Soulfear
3 months, 1 week ago
Making NSFW itself - is not hard... But when you actually have to deal with your community and fanbase... You would not want to meet your biggest fans. No, you do not.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
In all honesty, I would love to meet them out of pure morbid curiosity, at least behind a bulletproof glass so they can't wear my face skin as a hat
MarcusKoopa
3 months, 1 week ago
That's kind of the double edged sword. The quiet ones are generally harmless or lack confidence to actually DO anything. It's the ones who seek you OUT that don't have that problem. There's nothing more dangerous than a pervert with low inhibitions.
Soulfear
3 months, 1 week ago
I am not against perverts as long as they exist somewhere, where they are happy and harmless... But I've met a few of them in person. I don't want to repeat that experience... I mean - they are generally normal people. Problems begin when they forget that they are not on the internet anymore. And refuse to acknowledge it.
MarcusKoopa
3 months, 1 week ago
Eeeyup. Hence the Low Inhibitions part. The high inhibition ones will keep it private.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
I think id be okay,
I've done cashier retail work for 15 years of my life, so I confidently think I would be able to handle it. I really don't think ALL my audiance are really all that bad. I mean for christ sakes, if it wasn't for my crazy fans, I would never be able to earn what I do today.

So as much as I ham it up a lot of my journal posts with negativity, I would love to get loads of my fans together and have a sick ass LAN party or something. Right now, I need any kind of confidence boost these days, and meeting genuine people who love my work would certainly be.. 'Diffrent?'  maybe inspiring?

And yea, you might get the odd one that goes for my face with a knife, But I can trust others to goon he/her to death! you know like, when bees kill hornets in their hive, just yiffed to death.. yoour welcome for that free image
Gruenschnabel
3 months, 1 week ago
I'm sorry to hear what happened to you. 😞

I was woundering why your animations take so long, but I thought you just need your time to create them. Maybe you mentioned this in a journal on SubStar already, but I log in on this site rarely.

I would like to be a VA, but I can not make cute cub noices. But I already have a large diaphragm microphone at least, so the sound quality wouldn't be a problem.

Let's hope you won't get manimulated again and you don't have to bothering with such individuals ever again!
You didn't do something wrong. And please don't stop your and Xans greate work because of this 🥺

*gives you a hug*
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
My animations do take ages to make, So i can't dump all the blame the way I have, but it certainly makes things impossible to produce a refined product. The best work I've ever done is getting the voice work first and layering the animation over the voice acting, making everything feel more in the moment. It's hard to commit to a project knowing it's going to be sub-par from the last one. But yea, 6 months waiting for audio can be.. traumatic, especially when you're trying to run a business x^x

  
Highsociety
3 months, 1 week ago
"makes a bunch of porn where kids are being molested"

"Whines that the people who are into his child porn are creeps"

Oh shut up.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
make me :3
snuffthemharder
3 months, 1 week ago
XD fucking awesome big fan
Horsie
3 months, 1 week ago
Have you ever played Grand Theft Auto? Maybe you have enjoyed an action movie with a lot of death and destruction...
So using your own logic, you should be a violent murderer and a thief.
WozWerth
3 months, 1 week ago
Big hug, bud.  Some folks can't distinguish between business and pleasure
simpletastic
3 months, 1 week ago
Maybe be controversial, perhaps even a stupid question, but have you considered AI voices? Everyone knows that you can probably find good VAs if you look hard enough, but is it worth it? Especially if you have to wade through toxicity to find them?
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
yeeeea, I've looked, and there's nothing really that works very well. I have been pushed to look to essentially save my business. It was a "fuck it" kind of moment after all the shit I've dealt with, so yeah, if you know of any adult-geared AI gens, then PM them my way and I'll dip my toe into it. It would be 1000% times better than what I'm dealing with now.
MarcusKoopa
3 months, 1 week ago
Try hitting up v-tubers? Either the loli voice changer at the least is surging through their market.. or they're recruiting a legion of 10 year old girls. I'm not sure which.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
fiiine, lemmi go grab my baseball bat ¬---¬
stickycreamy
3 months, 1 week ago
I hope you can find more people to work with that are in it for the love of the game and not trying to just take advantage like.ya said. You got a lot of talent and every work I've seen you do has been worth the wait everytime. I'll ask a few ppl Ai know who might be interested in maybe making some money helping you out as they can probably do a better cub voice than I. Stay strong brother, there's plenty of ppl out here that love ya and all the work you do
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
If you know any of them who would want to give it a shot, then sure, send them my way, just understand that I can't do the hand-holdy stuff anymore because it's physically and mentally making me unwell.

I've had some people send me random people on telegram that literally had no clue what I do or what I even make, so please for the love of god, don't direct people to me if they have no idea what they are signing up for.

I will say the conversations I've had with people that kinda got adoption ditched onto me were kinda funny, us both being clueless about the situation was comical, and most of the time they were always forgiving about my content, they were just honest that it was their jam.

So, no! *taps your nose with a newspaper* don't pull random strangers of the streets, leaving me and them traumatized lol

yes, this is something that has happened more than several times in the past.  
stickycreamy
3 months, 1 week ago
this sounds like a very funny idea for an animation where the VAs get taught how to make the sounds thru more "natural" means~
snuffthemharder
3 months, 1 week ago
I would totally try it for free but I got no va skills at all :p I'm good at gagging though XD
TheSlimeDragon
3 months, 1 week ago
I tried to join your team a while ago when you posted looking for VA, didn't got a feedback so no clue on why not choosen but nevermind that I guess is cause you got a ton of messages heh

but anyway I know the feeling, a while ago someone used one of my drawings to make some video with audio of a "real video" if you know what I mean, I felt horrible and even got attacked with people saying I was the one who made it. I don't think it was the same level as what happened to you but I kinda know the feeling
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
from memory, I think you had a very deep voice? if not, could PM me another sample? I had a lot of people who previously applied, ignore what I asked and spammed my account with loads of dudes wanting their voice in my animations.
TheSlimeDragon
3 months, 1 week ago
Hah someone saying my voice is deep made me chuckle now but yeah am gonna contact you in pm and there we can chat better
DireKyre
3 months, 1 week ago
Sadly I do not have a cute voice, my 'sona being a smolboi is very much a reaction to the fact that in reality I am traditionally masculine in a way that puts a lot of burdens on me in meatspace. I wish you good luck, though.
DavidArdilla
3 months, 1 week ago
I've always wanted to try voice work. Unfortunately I have too deep of a voice for your needs, and I doubt pitching my voice up via software will sound the least bit convincing. Best of luck finding soive VA's.
beforethefall
3 months, 1 week ago
Good to see you're still kicking, dude. I was worried you'd hung it up with making videos since it's been quite a long time since I've seen you post anything! Great to hear you're still engaged in creating content.

I can't VA worth a shit but if you ever want a writer to collab with or want to workshop dialogue hit me up ;o)
CalDrawsButts
3 months, 1 week ago
I've been wanting to give Voice work a try, but I think my voice is too deep by default for cub/teen roles x_x
TheRealMedley
3 months, 1 week ago
Men being used and manipulated is always downplayed, sorry you and Xan gotta wade thru shit and people legit think they can get in-between you and your lives with you wife, these VAs sound like psycho nuts.

Wish I could help but I lack a good mic, privacy, oh and my voice although female is not very pleasant on the ears
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
best recording studio=Car
Happy to pay for recording equipment (seeing as you have been robbed blind)
and tell your family that you're leaving them to become an AMAZING ACTRESS STAR! *cuts to outside shot of a car in a dark car park with steamy windows and horrible, dirty grones emitting from the vehicle*

Jokes aside, thank you for being a awsum person.
and if you ever warm up to the idea, female groady characters are always welcome.

(I'm gonna TMI offload at you and that others can see; I have this groady project idea where one of the smaller brothers hires a hooker to sit there and half ass moan while counting her cash to trick the older brother into thinking he's boning a sex worker for his 18th birthday surprise (his blindfolded and bound, no touchy), so bitch please, I ain't no picker eater when it comes to ideas and what I can get these guys to nutt too x''DDD )  
TheRealMedley
3 months, 1 week ago
Shit bitch don't tempt me, I aint shy when it comes to reading lines, I can totally pull off grizzled old hooker as well if needed
snofox
3 months, 1 week ago
Been there... Unfortunately I have no acting chops, so all I can say is good luck. -_-
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
I need it @__@ thankyou
Kayceg
3 months, 1 week ago
?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
3=======D
KitDragon
3 months, 1 week ago
Thank you for being so forward and honest.  Sadly my voice is too deep for cub/teen.  I wish you the best of luck!
Hewwofrauleins
3 months, 1 week ago
Using this old account just to leave a comment
Currently getting the hang of voice pitching, sounds like a fun project and i enjoyed the old animations
May not be good for anything myself, but i'll gladly provide anything i can work out for the fuck of it xD
Netreek
3 months, 1 week ago
Voice actors are really awesome. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/ie5mQGedvts  And for some it is hard to recognize them right away. Young male voices are mostly spoken by women. Which makes sense.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
I know! She is so talented. But yea, it's rare to find someone that doesn't mind this kind of content, and between you and me, and this is top secret and you have to promise not to tell anyone <__< >___>

I think men and women might be slightly different in some way from each other, and that's why there is such a huge ratio of men to women on IB and other porn sites >__>;;;

If this information gets out to the public, me AND you are going to get so cancelled so shhhhhh and put your tin foil hat on bro e^e;
Netreek
3 months, 1 week ago
Tin Foil? Na. I use something else:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=urglg3WimHA&list=RD...
ta73459
3 months, 1 week ago
Sent you a PM. I fell off last time and we never ended up working together a few years back, but I'm game to try again if you are. I don't think my voice has changed substantially since last time we talked, so I could still probably fit that teen category you're looking for.
CyberneticCephalopod
3 months, 1 week ago
i hear that, (no pun intended) last time i tried to outsource some voice acting it cost me $300 and i got nothing to show for it.   the whole thing left me so disheartened i work with AI now.  at one point i was going to build a sound booth in my house but humans suck
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
Yea it happens. Sorry to hear that happened to you, nonetheless.
One thing I would like to add is that we as commissioners arnt always smart, many times our creativity has gone beyond a VA's skill set, and my imagination has gotten away from me. I think some people don't understand that it's always going to be partly our responsibility to understand the limitations of a individauls voice, and I've made bad calls before in directing for sure, which in itself is a huge learning experiance. But yea, if you had a "HAHA FUK U, U PAID ME, NOT MY PROMBLEM LOLOLOL" type then yea, shame on them.  
CyberneticCephalopod
3 months, 1 week ago
i guess that's why i work with horses, the only time they steal is when i have a pocket full of peppermints, and that's on me
Gaypickle69
3 months, 1 week ago
ive never va'd before but ive been thinking about it, and i already have a pretty girly/kidish voice id need a proper mic but id def be into helping out
CainAegis
3 months, 1 week ago
I'd volunteer but my voice is not the right type for what you're looking for. I do not like how my voice sounds through a mic. It grates on my nerves so I can imagine it would probably grate on other peoples' nerves too. Hope you do find a good VA though without all the psychological manipulating bullshit.
Sexrex721
3 months, 1 week ago
Too bad my voice is very deep , wish could help since been a fan for a long time, also good luck in keeping the creeps and abusive people out
boyninja12
3 months, 1 week ago
Oh, God. I fuckin' feel ya. It's so cringy when some random stranger and nobody goes;

"Hey friendo, buddy, bestest person evar!"

And I'm like, who thebhell are you? I would love to send my voice... kind of.

1: Don't know how to.

2: My voice is fucky. Sometimes I sound deep and others I sound like I'm in my 20's (*sob* I'm OOOLLLLDDD)

But yeah, nobody's expecting you to shit something out. That's insane. Your mental health is number one priority. If people can't understand that. Then they;re not true fans and should fuck themselves. Let THEM do this shit. See how easy it is.
Gaypickle69
3 months, 1 week ago
i bought a mic waiting for it to come, i should probably get va lessons before but if you get desperate im willing to work with u for the thrill of it
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
I'm not really looking for desperate individuals, nor am I looking for someone who just wants to get their kicks.
I hope that is understandable.
Gaypickle69
3 months, 1 week ago
oh? ok? well anyways offer still stands if you need any filler id be willing to try out, idt id be comfortable getting paid since im not trained but i am interested in va work
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
Do you have any samples I can listen to?
Gaypickle69
3 months, 1 week ago
not at the moment im kinda just starting to get into this id need an example audio of what type of voice youre looking for and some lines but i could make some for you free
Manclad04
3 months, 1 week ago
Lemme see if I can at least get near. Male deep naturally but I got a weirdly broad range, I'mma try some stuff and pitch it, if you don't hear from me then it doesn't work; I'll DM you if I think there might be a chance. It's a shame, loved your animations for a long time and would love to help out. Got a good quality setup, too.

Sorry you had to go through all this shit as well.
Beebz
3 months, 1 week ago
Jeez i dont know what to say ;v; i know (hope?) the vent is not at me or Hoovey but it does really suck! For what its worth I do think fondly of the projects we worked on together (stumbled upon this journal now pretty much because of showing my friends it. > > I actualy am still trying to get the confidence every day to get back into voice work (just skits for my own sake even) but working so hard has taken its toll and slowly healing
.
I really hope you dont resort to using AI voices, less so even about the product itself but for a moral reason a lot of people would leave and not look back. Even using speech bubbles and animal crossing jabber would be better than that! But yeah...best of luck to your search and your life 🫂


Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
Thanks beebz, best of luck to you too.
spidervenom2277
3 months, 1 week ago
i would be willing, but i dont think i have quite enough experience in VA work to do NSFW voice acting quite yet. apologies.
Bloodhawk
3 months, 1 week ago
I don't really have "experienced" VA money lying around. I am a one-man band business and I'm always happy/desperate to experiment to get anyone's voices to fap-grade material.  
cyoranges
3 months, 1 week ago
i'd love to help, but i've been told my voice is kinda really specific so i sorta worry it could be really recognizable. it's a bit higher pitched than most males (not by that much) but i'm certainly not a practiced va by any means and ESPECIALLY not for sounding like a cub, so i don't have any actual samples or anything. if you're interested i can PM you (or you PM me) with some lines to read and then you can tell me if it's good for you.
Sk8erBoiTy
3 months ago
geez I'm sorry you've been having it so rough lately. hope stuff starts to work out better for you
dinksmallwood
3 months ago
You've invested such an incredible amount of work and consideration into your animations, particularly the voices... it's just very unfortunate that doing so has also attracted the attention of so many manipulative, sociopathic smegheads, who all have a very distorted view of reality. I hope that you get the situation sorted out soon. I'd never voluntarily inflict my own horrendous voice onto anyone, (including myself), which is why I don't talk much irl, if it can be avoided. In any event, I do hope that this year is going as good for you as can be, and that life is treating you well. Best of luck, and all that.
Bloodhawk
3 months ago
Doing these voice callouts generates a huge amount of admin work for me to only really produce a 10% chance of landing a decent enough VA, For the past 3 days, I've been typing up replies, getting legal stuff complete, and then in the evening, I just have a few hours to do some animation work. And that's not to say I won't have to remake 80% of the animation if I do land a VA for the animation.

One can't just simply ctrl+c ctrl+v audio into an animation and expect the facial expression and actions to match the animation.

so yea, right now I am pulling out my remaining hair to make my animations feel less dead inside.    
dinksmallwood
3 months ago
Maybe you could simply copy the South Park style, and have the entire top of their head sort of bounce around while they speak, then apply a lazy pitch filter to just one guy's grating voice for every single character. After that, the only real challenge would be for the viewer to get aroused enough to fap to it (but desperate times call for desperate measures...)

In all seriousness though, you manage to imbue your scenes and characters with a lot of atmosphere and personality, so they come across as very lively and fun to watch.
FazBearBrony
3 months ago
I’m sorry that happened and I hope you find great VAs.
colinstu
3 months ago
Wow what a terrible time :<
I'm sorry this is happening to you.
VeilUnlifted
3 months ago
Did you know you can drink Dr. Pepper, be a fan of Dr. Pepper, buy Dr. Pepper merch, and even work at the Dr. Pepper bottling plant where the Dr. Pepper itself is made...

...without wanting to befriend/fuck/stalk the owner of Keurig/Dr.Pepper?

Just... that's it. That's my comment people. Business is business, pleasure is pleasure. The product is not directly correlated to the producer.
dinksmallwood
3 months ago
I'm more of a Monster/Mountain Dew guy myself...
Bloodhawk
3 months ago
crazy that! x'D
also, I prefer to call it Dr. PP.
My wife hates it lol

Rustlenova
3 months ago
Your animations have been some of my favorite cub animations over the years. I'm genuinely sorry you had to go through this.
DreamGod
2 months, 3 weeks ago
All the people I've met throughout the sites I visit...I've only met TWO males who at least profess to voice acting, and I don't know them well enough to know if either of them have voices convincing enough to do cub.

And I say it every time I see one of your journals; if I had a good voice, I'd do it and I'd do it for free, because I am so goddamn tired of ten to twenty minutes of animated perfection--RUINED by three second audio loops—but, c'est la vie.
QuincyReq
2 months, 3 weeks ago
As someone who has been a fan of your work for years. I'm sorry to hear that these people who brought voices to my favorite works has just using and mistreating you. I do hope you will find the VA's you will need for your future because you deserve better especially when all you want to do is just make your art.
Woofwoofsmh
2 months, 3 weeks ago
Bloodhawk, I’ve quietly followed you through your the years like a creep >_> I believe I found you shortly after dinner date 1, I can’t remember. But I’d like you to know that there’s many of us who hope you and Xan are mentally alright. You two have dealt with a fuck ton that shouldn’t be dealt with as real people. I wish for you two to deal with nothing more in the future. May you both always be safe! OH! And hope you find your voice actor. I would do it, but I’m just a southern girl with no acting skills XD
VocalTime
2 months, 1 week ago
I would love to help you out with this. I sent you a PM and would love to discuss further. I'm so sorry you have been dealing with this, and I hope things get better soon. I can assure you, as a VA, that behavior is completely unprofessional and uncalled for and hope you no longer have to experience anything like that in the future.
SilentTree
1 month, 3 weeks ago
You don't have friends and don't want any? That's pretty sad man.
Bloodhawk
1 month, 3 weeks ago
yup, that's me, I'm so lonely and sad, will you be my friend? ;^ ;
SilentTree
2 days, 9 hrs ago
Hey sorry, I forgot about this account for a while.
If you're serious yeah I will.
DismalGal
1 month, 2 weeks ago
I got the same problems man. People try to get close even though I tell them in advance that I don’t want to be their friend. Business is business, I don’t need to be buddy-buddy!! ( *ï½€ω´)
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