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CowBrigitte

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I don't know what to write here. I've only been on InkBunny for a short time, and I'm grateful for the kind comments from people here.

I'd like to tell you a little more about myself... For example, I'm afraid of Twitter (now with Grok exposing people and how no one cares about the excessive use of AI), but oh well. I am a girl, and I get along well with my parents, and I have pets and my own bedroom.

If I can be completely honest, I was afraid to post drawings of what I like. My accounts were SFW, and when I was younger, I made an NSFW drawing of my avatar, and people attacked me for it, which scared me because I didn't see what was wrong with it. On Facebook, I was ridiculed, and I'm afraid to go back. I feel that there is very little tolerance and that people don't measure their words and mockery towards someone who was a silly teenager.

I came across InkBunny in a TikTok comment saying awful things, and I was curious to see what was here. On the one hand, there were some intense drawings that caught my attention, but seeing that everyone here was kind, commenting on things, and not sending you direct messages saying you were disgusting was... different. I would like to build a warm community, with people who don't judge me for my tastes, who don't make me close or privatize accounts because of what I want to post.

I feel like I'm venting a lot hahahaha I feel like I have no one to talk to about this, about the things I like, about the art that catches my attention without people wishing me dead or saying that what I want to draw is disgusting. I'm sorry, but I like to draw my sona, cute girls. I'm not hurting anyone in real life; it's fiction. I'm supposed to feel comfortable with this.

I'm sorry (I apologize profusely, I'm sorry about that hahaha) for this long text, I wanted to tell you a little bit about myself and in the end I felt sad about my memories. Every kind and respectful comment makes me feel better, as if I weren't a weirdo, since I don't have any friends in real life with whom I can share my drawings, and when they saw my style, they would make nasty comments and tell me I should stop. I like my friends, but it's not like I can talk to them about what I like or show them my drawings.

But anyway, I hope I can upload more things that I like. And maybe someday I could make a living from this, hahaha... I hope so. Bye!
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Added: 3 months ago
 
jmdin83
3 months ago
Welcome to IB!  As stated previously:  It's a MUCH better community here.  As usual, there's the occasional creep and butthole, but overall it's a very accepting place.  Hope you enjoy your stay and feel like you've found your tribe. :)
CowBrigitte
3 months ago
Yaaaay! Amen to that!!
CharlieMarshmallow
3 months ago
Welcome to here! I hope we can be friends eventually and I hope you end up being comfy and enjoying it here!

I get being nervous going to new spaces, I myself am rather shy and keep worrying any time I post something I've had drawn.
CowBrigitte
3 months ago
Hahaha, me too! I was nervous about joining a social again because of my bad experience, but I'm glad I came here! I hope we can be friends!
jmdin83
3 months ago
Well don't worry, Charlie because youre pretty frigging awesome and Brigitte youre shaping up to be awesome too!
JUANONYX
3 months ago
Welcome! I'm very sorry about what happened to you on other sites! You'll see that here you'll have a safe place to show your art! If you have any questions about how this site works, its rules, or customs, don't hesitate to ask me! I hope we can be friends here. I wish you the best of luck!
CowBrigitte
3 months ago
Thank you for offering to help me understand the site, because I'm sure I'll be asking you questions! Hahaha xD And thank you, I hope we can be friends too!
Dirt
3 months ago
Based on your art I think you'll find people here are much more supportive of your content, myself included. I hope you enjoy your time here.
CowBrigitte
3 months ago
Thanks for the comment, I'm sure I'll enjoy it!
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