I don't know what my audience likes.
I can't judge my art if it's good or not.
To me all my art is just shit.
So going forward this year, I'm just going to keep drawing and push through. If all I can produce is mediocrity so be it. Their might be even a dip in quality. A dip in quality only I can judge.
Instead, I'll let the whims of my audience carry what's good or bad in my art.
Not just my audience, my friends too. I'm can't draw in the intended way that'll satisfy me.
So instead, if my audience says it sucks than it sucks. If my audience says it's good than it's good.
This goes for friends to, close or not. I'll take in advice like a sponge and stop trying to resist myself into a failure state sometimes.
Every time i put pen to canvas, everything turns to garbage in my eyes and i'm fed up because I'm not even trying things, so you know what, fuck it. Quantity over Quality time.
My opinion no longer matters. It's the only way I can move forward and grow. Maybe one day I'll be happy or satisfied with something, but I'm giving up over the pursuit of that.
I don't care anymore what the future holds for me. If a sketch is mediocre, just keep going, if the proportions are off bad or ugly in my eyes, just keep going. If someone tells me "This looks bad or the proportions are bad or it looks off than I listen." and If they say it's good than I listen.
I'm just tired of producing nothing.
Let's see how things work out if I'm no longer in control of it.
Tired of self sabotaging myself.
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