My brain knows the exact right hyper-specific things to say to make me feel as worthless as possible.
It will throw insults at me until one sticks, and then it will loop that one on repeat again and again multiple times an hour for days on end, perfecting the wording of it each time to hurt as much as possible.
It's figured out every single one of my specific insecurities and it just throws itself against them again and again until I just give up and lose all motivation to do anything except just sit there and wait for the day to be over.
It also deliberately chooses to focus on those insecurities that are embarrassing to admit that I have - the insecurities that are the most "cringe" or "immature" to care about - so that I can't seek help from the people I know because I don't want them to think I'm a big baby or a weirdo.
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03 Oct 2025 00:31 CEST
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