I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of struggling to barely even survive.
I can't afford to pay my bills, I can't afford to eat. The interest on my credit cards racks up so fast I can't even make a dent, so I'm losing over $200 extra every month to interest alone.
I thought I'd at least be able to find a job once I had my license, but still no luck, and I've been applying to god damn everything within a 45minute drive.
I wasted $50 signing up to Rover, only to not get a single request, and if I charge any less than I already asked for, then I won't be making anything off of it. That $50 could've gotten me groceries for almost 2 weeks.
Even with art commissions, I have to way undersell and take on more than I can handle to actually cover anything, and its just been slowly chipping away at me for years now. I try to make adopts, so I don't have to take more commissions, but those hardly sell either.
My teeth are fucking disgusting and need ripped out, I wake up tasting blood all the time, but I can't afford to even step foot into a dentists office.
Im tired
Lately I get overwhelmed by damn near everything
My living situation makes just existing stressful
I hate this state, I hate this country
I just hate being alive at this point (no, I won't do anything to myself, I'm too much of a coward for even that.)
Nothing I try ever seems to get me anywhere
Idk
Im tired and i just wanted to vent
will probably delete this later
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