An important notice from me, my cherries.
Please read it, and I'm so sorry...
I haven't given any further status to everything that happened from last year until now.
I can finally speak:
Things haven't improved, or not entirely. I've been able to manage the bulimia issue better thanks to the therapy I've received and the support you all have given me, and I'm truly grateful for that.
However, this leads to the mental issue of depression.
I don't like to talk about this in public, and I hate it when people joke about something so serious, but this year, in addition to a nervous breakdown, dissociations, and memories I don't want to remember, I've had dark thoughts that have led me to many "attempts"... None of them have worked, obviously; otherwise, I wouldn't be here.
I've still been to therapy and have been taking pills, but rather than helping, they've only made the situation worse.
I try to focus on the tasks so I don't overthink, but it's impossible.
The emergency commissions I recently made were to pay for a plumbing repair in my house, since, as you know, I don't have a job and rely solely on commissions and Patreon (I remind you that I have a new account).
I won't be making commissions in October because I'm forced to take a month off, and also because my brother is taking me on a trip to rest my mind.
I felt it was necessary to say this to update you all. I really appreciate the support you're giving me, and please, if you're having dark thoughts, seek help immediately.
Thank you, and see you soon, my cherries...
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