's journal, but I wanted to write about it for a while.
I have been openly drawing perverted smut for 18 years. More if you count my time before, where I didn't show anyone. And it's been a great time. My art got so much better over the years.
I always had a problem sticking to something long term. But with adult art I always had this extra boost to keep me going. The horny! So many of my pictures are from a place of "OMG this is hot I need to draw this!" which really helped with motivation. Sometimes it also came from "Oh the puritans are gonna flip out about this one!" and ironically that has been rarely the case. Only a few of my extreme art pieces have gotten negative comments and always off site, never where I post them.
And that is basically where I am stuck every since. Never quite made it big enough to turn porn into my income. But that also means I am too small for trolls and haters to care about annoying me, which is nice.
But the best part is all the friends I made through my art. Like 99% of all online friends are people I met through my porn. And it is the most openminded, chill group I have ever hung out with. Any idea can be discussed without being ostracized for it. I met so many friends in fact I can't keep in contact with everyone regularly. Like there are not enough hours in the day to talk to every single one. So, apologies if we haven't talked for a while.
And so, before the internet becomes a sanitized shithole, let me say:
Thank you to my fans and watchers. I appreciate you and your comments even if I don't reply to all of them. Thank you to those that became my friends. I think about you, even if we don't talk often. Thank you internet. You have revealed to me that so many people are so filthy in their mind XD
