Earlier this morning around 2:30am I was told by one of my nephew’s to hurry to there home asap. When I arrived he told me that my brother (his father) had suffered a heart attack and passed away. I’m honestly in total shock right now and I'm trying to hold his family together but I don't know how. There’s a day before when we all had dinner together to celebrate his birthday he looked calm, happy, and OK. How the hell did he get a heart attack just a few hours after having Dinner together. I know we had our differences and several times we were at each other’s throats but just recently we made up. I’m having a hard time believing this is real and that now my brother is gone. He lost his daughter just a few years ago and now he’s gone. I couldn’t hold back. My tears went. I had to see the medical team carry his body out of his own home while I witnessed his wife and two sons carrying him away, knowing that we will never see him again. My heart has been hurting all day knowing that his birthday dinner was the last time I ever going to see him again. I don’t think I can stay strong this time, like I said, we just made up after years of hating each other and now he’s gone. I don’t know if he died peacefully or in pain. But right now I feel the entire pain for the family. Now I’ve been declared the man of our household and entire family, and I don’t know if I can deal with it. I feel was responsible that I’m the reason that causes heart attack. I feel like I’m at the borderline of having one myself. But now I’m more worried for his wife and sons. How are they gonna get through this? He was an important key of their life and I understood he had his right and wrong but he was still their father and my brother.
To my brother Martín, I’m so happy we made up and you met my family. Saying that you were proud of me meant so much to me. I hope that you didn’t suffer and you went peacefully. I promise you I’ll do my best to be there your wife and sons. For the first time, I can say this. “I love you, brother!” And I’ll miss you.
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07 Sep 2025 07:40 CEST
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