Heeeey folks so yeah uhh I'm surprisingly not dead! I've just been a bit away for the time from these last two months and well arts been on a pretty hard crawl again sadly cause of it...
No the current internet climate doesn't have to do with it; it's just been more a case I haven't been as motivated to work or do art, having ideas but no drive for them or questioning "Should I?", "Would this be fine quality wise?", "Maybe this is the style I wanna do!" My focus is just a constant shifting ADHD mess; like me. :D Also the passing of my relative isn't helping much of this either for it's own reasons; just been struck or debating what to do or what I wanna focus more towards or what should I?
I opened a Discord server; I'm barely active in it myself and might of jumped a little too far ahead. (Now even with a VRChat group) Been pushing for art and outside of Mayternity being the most impactful push. I know I need and want too make more but don't know what or which. Then there's the direction of streaming, something I've been yearning to do for the last year but had living situations that made it impossible till now. (Maybe even VA/ASMR stuff since people say I work good with that)
There's a large variety of ideas and things I wanna do but I don't know which I should push more on or which I should continue to pursue or how should I juggle them. Returning to art is a "It happens when it happens." case sadly and return dates are just unknown for it.
Currently I've been pushing streaming a lot more (shameless plug: https://www.twitch.tv/kamimation) cause it just feels more... me? I thrive my best with commentary; where my art skills fall, I just enjoy vibing and talking to followers and folks within communities or trying out different things to stream. Especially things from the PS2/Xbox/Wii and before eras; when games just loaded up and didn't have 3 billion updates.
That ramble aside, I do want to push for something or different ideas; naturally I think hyper-preg imagery is probably going to be the push and probably the cel-shade style is following with it. Though I do wanna here what ideas some of you guys have cause this place has grown a lot over these last 2 months and I can't thank you all for that enough. Hopefully here's to the rebooted start!
