in the end of my last journal - was meant to be a push. Mean one too but I think this is serious frontier stuff for us. The old Moby Dick sense never served anybody, in my days, in my eyes. Im afraid we all have to face our inner boomers >.< I think we have so incredibly way better stories now. not to simply replace tho ofc.
- personally I like most that approach that ahab is settling down on some place stuck onm the heroes journey because that shows it can look rather harmless - in any case - you might (just?) need a kick like in inception. A nudge, a heads up =p helllooo earth to dreamer *snapsnaps in front of face* but that might as well be too much of a personal study project thing so eh.
- for the boomers, and underdogs I think too, its that age old thing of learning to let your guard down. (that was what histrionics meant to me)
- I always thought thats also the answer to the "what to gift to he who has everything". Whenever there is talk of life quality they try to make it more calmer and beautiful. thats meaning (or probably rather safety), not fun. Healthy fun is play=challenge & exploration. what the inner child prescribes >;3 nothing else keeps you sharp intuitively!
- On the other end its cutting back on that cute-ification train. Cant wait for that penny to drop for me haha.
But no therapy ever is entierly (and lots of em only partly, or just to a small degree!) about just leaving the old ways behind, even with "reinventing". it includes making your ticks conscious skills simply to increase timing, by and large =p (because why on earth not fcol xD). ('the west is in puberty')
In any case I think the best approach to completely demystify that thing, not in practice, nothing I do does the work for you it only takes care of the frames, theory never does the work, might simply be this:
that age old number one trope of psychology "back than you needed that (behaviour,...), but you learned a lot since then. you can "change"/"grow" because you already did, reinterprete, learn new tools, switch things around. Its strewn all over the place far and wide. Pepp, tools, ways others walked : Ive read a while ago that meditation is well covered by insurances if you have some certain angle because it was 80% efficient. stuff like that. The circuitry is all yours to fumble xD A bit like dabbling with a PC sys maybe? You gotta expla why it isnt fringe. etc etc. Just look. soooo many hair needle curves just are none anymore. its like not entrepreneurial but cultural pitches? xD Its like what the avengers did during their time jump thing (Infinity war ?) having to return everything (bridges) except not larger than life, good old hand shake stuff irl. neither hate nore pride on masks I guess. (Not sure if that is an id thing. ahab crusts up on critical problem solving)
old story - basic frame. boring, because demistified. solid, because sane. ahab has a habit of habitualizing personal myths. nothing against either, but together? We have SUCH a kitchen of narrative salads xD
maybe one could play with the whale = hairneedle curve thing.
maybe the whale is more a white rabbit,
or a dragon that you whittle down to a house dragon down to an elephant in the room down to a white rabbit,
lion & mouse
or just a missing smile (the huffy version of that seems like foot-in-mouth, when you`re too sharp? xD)
But yeah just to close the last journal on histrionics not being too cozy with practical myth. Definately still trying to cozy up on that.
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