Hiya all,
Gonna keep this short, but as the title suggests, life sucks.
I got taken off my ADHD Meds because my BP and Pulse are too high, and now I'm back to my unmotivated, distracted, foggy-brained self, with no real drive or concentration for anything.
I've tried drawing something, but my brain and my heart aren't in it. I can't make the things I want, how I want, without my brain making the sound of a dial-up modem, and generally becoming fatigued from trying, and that's after I hype myself up and try and forget the crumbling, seething state of my counrty rn, never could I have dreamed that britian would decend so far into chaos, and we're genuienly on the brink of conlfict and revolution.
Is all a bit stressful, 'innit?
I've found some peace in non-NSFW hobbies, but not being able to express myself through my art, or feel genuinely horny and get any kind of release, still leaves a hole in my soul that needs fuckin' and fillin'.
Silverlining, no medication, no drug conflicts, so I'm scrambling to get some Weed and LSD rn.
Hopefully that'll help...
As always,
Stay Safe. Have Fun. Stay Sexy!
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