These last few weeks I haven't been feeling very well. I felt like the whole situation was overwhelming me. I had an anxiety attack and I haven't been able to shake this feeling of unease in my stomach. It's been very difficult, both financially and personally. Things haven't improved much, but luckily they haven't gotten much worse either. However, I feel stuck, without motivation or enthusiasm.
I would like to apologize to everyone for not being able to handle the situation better, which has delayed my work too much. I can only thank you for your understanding, patience, and support, and I promise that I will work hard to have all your commissions ready as soon as possible.
Lately, I feel that many artists and creators are under constant attack and scrutiny, that censorship is worse than ever, that we are in an era of puritanism that has not been seen in a long time, as if we were going backwards instead of forwards, where a few dictate what we should and should not consume, and I hope that no one stops speaking out. I know that many people don't like me, that what I produce is far from socially acceptable, that I cater to a very small niche, but I have spoken to many of you and, although it may seem otherwise, I have seen a kind, understanding community that would never hurt anyone and that also deserves to be heard.
And let them know that they are perfectly capable of distinguishing fantasy from reality, right from wrong, that they are probably like me, an edgy guy who likes to push everything to the limit (of my tastes) and that I know perfectly well that it's not entirely right, but I'm not willing to let them silence us. I'm just on the side of art, no matter how transgressive it may be, but it's human expression that I support, even if I don't agree with it. We all have the right to express ourselves without hurting anyone.
The future wasn't as bright as they told us it would be.
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12 Aug 2025 02:24 CEST
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