uh well im here again, tried to kms again but didnt succed as in everything i try in my life so idk, i know i owe a lot of things to do, lot happened and im already taking stronger medication so i wont be that stupid again, i hope, anw i have been improving in the meantime i was on psychiatric ward so give me a +watch if you wanna see, thanks to everyone who is still here. even if you dont know me