Hello, rare few still watching me
Life has... not been easy for me lately
Work has been eating all of my time and only today I finally got myself a two week long vacation. I'm trying to resume art, but admittedly, my mental state was in a nosedive. I can barely sleep, sometimes barely force myself to eat, if not even really do anything after I get back from work.
My job is difficult, and my boss all but hates me. Not that I blame them, I know I only have been in this new position I'm in, that I still don't know a lot about, for a bit over a month, but admittedly hearing about how much I suck at everything, time and time again, day after day, hour after hour, is extremely mentally taxing.
This has gotten to a point I made a very selfish and stupid move yesterday. I attempted to end my life, yet again... and somehow I didn't finish it. I survived, yet again, despite the fact that I very much wanted it all to end.
I am seeking professional help and I'll probably be ok. At least I hope I will be.
Kinda depressing to realise, I'd die and nobody will even know... or notice for that matter.
But as I said, I'll be ok... or at least I hope I will be. Sorry if I made anyone worry
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15 Jul 2025 23:00 CEST
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