Yeah, um, I'm still pretty much alive. Just not having energy to be here and interact with people overall. I've read all your previous comments and I do appreciate your support and kind words! <3
All what I've been doing, pretty much, is just sleep and then sit on the floor between couch and living room table, either doing absolutely nothing else than staring a wall, playing with my PS4 or then with my laptop and managed to watch 2 seasons of Food Wars! anime (Soma is so cute and precious boy!). At times I actually HAVE managed to draw something (mainly Grimmjow from Bleach) but that's pretty much all.
Some days are better, some not. Most of the time I just feel heck tired and drained, not having energy or motivation to do anything. Few weeks ago I got this tiny burst of energy, tho, and I managed to clean my tiny kitchen for the first time since cleaning it for Christmas! :O Took me 4 hours but I got it done, mostly.
I also have been meeting my psychologist once or twice a month, depending how she has free time. She's been doing me autism tests and yesterday we had last test. Next time I will hear the results. I really hope to get diagnose, mainly to give assurance that I've been right about it that I'm not "normal".
But feeling tired and unmotivated, lacking energy to do pretty much anything for 24/7 is exhausting. But, thanks to Grimmjow (I love that man <3) I've start to get SOME laugh and light into my life. Since he's "human" in his own way, I can't post those works here.
I, however, do post my arts about him on my Bluesky and Pixiv. Sadly no turtle arts. I'm past about turtle boys... even tho I do have fics, still, which I would like to finish but I know that (at least currently) I just can't get myself to work on anything TMNT related.
I appreciate all of you who still hang around and appreciate your support and patience. I wish you all the best <3 Thank you!
