the task now is to write.
We aren't supposed to play and have our dang tea party.
t9ea0ulpa(rty)
leaving it.
it's what we do
"Write what you know"
there's a feeling
it is just an outdated rule
remove it
no, still good.
It wasn't there for me and we don't know that it doesn't work.
time to find betsuno fence
Non-criminal element
but criminal intent.
the ethics i hold bind me
selling is theft
We have to give away all of this shit.
'how will you survive?'
bruh. that's up to the universe.
I make do.
it's all we know.
make
do
make
do
make
do
waiting for the blade to fall
turned snuffslut it's a self-hate
I know I can't climb that wall.
koolaid man on through
editing again. Kindly auditor, get gone.
the pattern is what they say is the art
not art
old, tired, if you see it
Nah. Let's not steal from others.
Oh. Now she wants to cry and so
yep, meds again
love getting high but
"Little Red Hen"
but without the pecking
i know the secrets
i know the limits
i know the lines i dare not cross
yet i get told to cross them
like
yeah, it isn't like that
others tell me to die
all casual like
oh will you listen if it's rhyme?
if i make a pattern and roll with the vibe
if i hypnotize
nah
ain't my type though it may be my kind
less, like hope back two
oh see aych space enn in parenthesis
not for human consumption
bruh furries are real
(Falling back on that, I see.)
now.
i know this don't hit right because i know we don't feed it.
leaving it for another.
edits unbelieveable.
Bitch don't know about passing except for normal.
that reality insists i break my morals
the story isn't over
ayyy
sop it up and get metaphoric
leaned in dysphor- *Snip*
Oh. That's right. I got my own scissors.
you could have picked them up
Not sharp enough.
The knife in the pocket was a nice touch.
had to relive some
"about to go to the store, but shouldn't"
who the fuck was that?
Language, dear.
modeled after a fashion
kept out of the present
Can't keep up, girl timeless.
ageless, gone again
the focus is shot, but we practice
Not much.
they don't believe in the magic
Your one peer does.
i'm trying to think but the
oh.
back to it. consumer.
like goddamn going to have to do it myself.
Except you waited too long.
Did too much work.
the hunger persists
the flavor isn't right
have to keep cooking.
I don't want these geeks to latch onto my worst work.
thanks for speaking it for me, but i need you to be you.
leave me the fuck alone, but not really.
Or we could just admit that possession is a funny thing to discuss.
like consent.
"not the time"
gosh. don't tell me we have to
We do.
and i hate it.
i hate it.
it's all we can do.
"How much time is left?"
it doesn't matter. typing filling up the word count.
page count. depleting.
I am not going to just hold your hand if there's something you want to say, just say it.
i don't know that we can actually have peace.
there's faces i don't really see
there's people that aren't real to me.
imaginings in dreams
more substance than the training
all the same thing.
We.
us, yeah, doing it, not giving a dang.
We.
make.
do.
make.
do.
so tired
"Feeling inspired?"
vomiting up the useless bits and trying to keep a hold on what our is is
and what all is just the cross talk of the wires
crucify no that's that ignorant talk
Yeah, I read the Bible.
pissed at the systems do we dove into our own
so much cozier
moved too much
bounced around
nowhere is home
so i say it is everywhere
but that's really just another feeling
a way to make it make sense in the lucid experiencing
Brain fog, keep eating.
Sell product you don't believe in.
Stay inside, mindful breathing.
trap in a trap
doesn't matter how you fall in
keep keeping.
Losers too cool to never quit.
Edgelording too close to the door.
mommy can't let you out looking like this.
All black, compromise?
it's the job uniform, it doesn't count.
"That's so you"
like anyone knows
Ignorant. You.
There's so much you're just waiting for someone else to say.
Passing time
'trying to be useful'
to keep the mind off behaving.
We just keep keeping.
Accumulating rot.
Poison.
Clogs.
Decay
(gain of function research)
Hold up. I wasn't done.
how it goes (time's up)
except we set the timer far too long and we have to keep typing.
It looks like the madness we avoid but maybe an earbud can solve that problem
Dislike stuffing down. Fake as hell.
Creeping paranoia.
i think i would like to cry to my old stuff.
there's a tangible loss.
real still real to me
and i don't feel it unless i feel it
and only i know the keys.
Human experiencing.
nope. i am the embodiment of the shelter plane
it feels like only i can carry it
and no one carries me.
except for jesus.
That's just a certain name for it.
such big plans and here we are but now it's time to quit.
so let's push a little more. not like anyone is going to read all of it.
Not the place. Not appropriate.
culturally, though....
The back and forth is most unfortunate.
I miss when we were a little more...
oh, i do, too.
that's not for now and maybe never should have from the start
but i love who i love
Is that from your mom?
nah, that one's from god.
&&&&&&&&
'real time go' kind of vibe. back from reading over.
i'm dumb enough to click the button.
took about 7 minutes, so that's about how long it will take me to listen back.
loops in loops of real events compounding madly
my own public orgy
No one can stop we.
the technology is limiting because i was sold a future in fictions
they kept repeating it
until i believed
it seems that's the best i can do
all that is called on
is just believe
make.
do.
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