i'll be honest. because i know the assholes don't read my journals. and if they do hopefully it'll be by the end of the year or when it don't matter because keeping what i do to myself make me anxious when i see other people do the same thing i do. But is brave enough to still put there face online while drawing cubs and the likes.. so i don't feel right sitting back when i know i can be like that too..so im just gonna say it.
i hate that i had to make new account just so people couldn't bully my wife for being with me because im a lolicon. because i couldn't stop bragging about how i was accepted by both family and her's. and how her friends couldn't stop us no matter what they try to put in her head.
It pretty much was going good i got married. we plan on having a kid who i hope is a girl i REALLY want to rub that in if it a girl.
and on top of it https://youtu.be/q5rQYd97IT8?si=roWPaY8mi4MzOum6&t=53 i was using this man words. as Asmond gold said " people already made up your mind about you. and will already think your a shitty person. so why waste my time proving them otherwise?" So i did the next best thing. and posted our pictures online of our marriage to hopefully show other people like me that they can be just as happy if they tried.
However. that when scumbags started to show up.
They pretty much started bullying my wife saying shit like "Im feel sorry for you" "so when your gonna join him on your kid sexual awakening?" "so how much is he making for you to willingly let him touch your sister" Information her friends was spreading because she let me baby sat her sister and she wouldn't back down on being with me.
honestly i was getting pissed and it was stressing her out to the point that i couldn't get her involved anymore. or add her in some of the server i hung out in. she had to change her own oc too. and i didn't like the idea of people knowing who i was IRL because of my hobbies and then proceed to bully my child over it and using it as ammunition to say "yeah i bet your dad touch you" as away to piss them off
i want to go back to using my Old OC at some point. and just not caring what others think. i just don't want to take others down with me.
that why i have to put up with this for now. and post my journal and it help relax me get stuff off my chest
