So I know it's been months since I've said anything. Haven't been giving updates on the T or anything and I've just been busy working mostly. But its come to my attention that now is the time where I need to move me and my mother out from under my ex, we don't really have a choice and have to find something fast...they didn't want to renew our lease and wouldn't give us a reason. We only have one or two months to do this. And also soon, I will be trying acid for the first time ever. I'm super excited about that but super worried when it comes to this move. I don't want to be homeless again, please, anything but that. Things were starting to go well for me too, and now most of my money will have to go to the new rent. They certainly don't make anything cheap or easy anymore, do they? It's been about time we finally split from my ex anyway, he wants to go live his life with this fucking married woman and I want to live my life being single and just caring for me and my mom. I'm still rather pissed at my mom for sending me to the mental hospital, I am pretty mad about that still. Something like that can't easily be forgiven.
Anyway, i guess I'll keep this short. I have been finally getting my facial hair and though it's still patchy right now I'm rather proud of it. The rest of my body is getting even hairier too especially my stomach. My voice is still slowly getting deeper and still cracks sometimes. I haven't really had any changes in my tdick and I think it's because of all my smoking. It's still just a baby carrot. Lol But all this stress I'm under there's no way for me to quit right now. Anyway, with that out of the way, I have to resort to e-begging once again just for this move. There's application fees I need to pay, among many other fees I'll have to pay too, especially if she wants to keep this fucking stupid dog. Now normally I like dogs but not one this dumb, she doesn't listen to nobody. Either way I'm stuck with her and the majority of her care since my mom hardly gets out of the bed, even if doctors have instructed it. I will need lots of help with this, and it's the first time I'm really being on my own without a man in the picture. Me being the only man in the picture.
Please help. Anything helps. I haven't had such pressure put on me for the longest time now. Please help alleviate some of that pressure?
And because of this, I will not be able to create art or make stories while having to worry about where I'm going to live next. So please help me. This should HOPEFULLY be the last time I beg for money over the internet, but it's real important or I could be living in the car again. Please help. Anything helps.
