I believe I finally know why I’ve felt no energy for working on writing or other big projects: Depression. I’ve done some light research and found this can cause the lack of motivation, and the more I think of it, the more likely it seems.
I honestly really haven’t felt real joy in a very long time. Sure, I get some satisfaction from commissioning a good picture or playing a game I like, but honestly, I just feel empty most of the time. Even on days like my birthday or going to an amusement park, it still feels more like a chore than a fun time.
The cause of this could be many reasons, a big one may be insomnia, as I’ve had difficulty falling asleep for years. My own doubts about my worth could also be a factor.
The next time I see my mental health doctor, I’m going to bring up this issue and I seriously hope something can be done about it because I want to be filled with creative energy again.
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28 Apr 2025 18:29 CEST
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