I wanted to make things easier and simpler for myself. But even that’s not simple. I wanted to just put my life on hold so I could focus on survival. But life rebels, and I find myself grasping for someone else’s to block it out. It’s so frustrating having tried to make something by myself and falling flat time and time again. But it feels like I’m right back there again.
Last time I tried to start a project here, I had a story I wanted to tell. That I would work my way up to. But I don’t think I can work my way up to something like that; not right now at least.
I don’t know if this’ll make it any easier/better, but I guess I have to try.
I’ve had this magic school idea for a while now, that I’ve been holding off on til I could tell some big grand story with—as per usual, I suppose. I’m thinking about coming back to it, without the story. Maybe I can just draw cute oc’s doing cute things. Maybe I can show the world in little pieces without needing a central narrative. Maybe just removing that bit of structure is all I need to have a project that works for me. Maybe I’ll have fun building a world, and sharing it with others bit by bit, and then before I know it I’m telling a story in that world. I really hope so, anyway. I’m really tired of trying to come up with new ways to live my life that don’t just come crashing back down on top of me ^^;
Here’s hoping.
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