So first off Just to give some updates on stuff I am working on.
First off for someone who requested it I am compiling some S under D notes for those who don't want to wait for my muse to finally allow me to finish something. Things have been going downhill for a long while now and currently my budget is so tight that I maybe can't afford food soon but I am working on fixing things and still have some family to fall back on. Hopefully the job hunt bears fruit soon to rectify that. Until that all commissioning is on hold but I still have a backlog to upload in the meantime and one outstanding one that I am still worrying will never be delivered but regardless.
Otherwise currently have been writing and have two stories on their final scenes so hopefully those will come soon. There is also work on the S under D arc 2 write that has been slowly progressing.
Now onto a fun discussion.
Recently it's come up as I talk to my boyfriend in the ways we view kinks and the way we setup settings for them. I Seen many who setup settings similar to our world and basically use the setting to show some of the problems they face. Heck it's why coming out stories are still so heart warming to read. Along those lines the romance that works out is also a nice read. Reading stories where it's not a big deal that a gay couple exists and is totally normal or accepted is fun to read and nice change of pace from what Normally has to happen in real life.
Nothing is really wrong with those stories but I like to go further and a lot of that has to do with how things are for me.
Why do I love writing or coming up with settings where being gay isn't just accepted it's the accepted norm or the only option. I like it cause I know in my life I will never even be able to say I'm gay openly. So why not create a world where instead of just being accepted it's the only option so there is never a chance for those feelings to come back.
Why do I love writing worlds where the horny is raging and it's normal? Well I won't reveal too much but I am a horny bastard but in my life to get by I am seen as a asexual guy who doesn't even know what masturbating is. Yes, I have been asked that many times at work and school cause I feign such ignorance on sexual stuff most just believe I am this awkward guy who probably doesn't even know what a boner is. So when I write I let all those feelings I have to keep pent up out. Gets worse when family is around and I can't enjoy my horny time in peace but yeah. The reason I like super horny settings is because I can't even get to express an ounce of that anywhere else.
Why do I like gay only worlds? Because I love exploring what's its like growing up in a world where everyone is finally like me. There is no difference and finally I can make a place where my gayness and horniness aren't meant to be bottled up and hidden never to be seen.
My writing is to explore a lot of these themes cause I love losing myself inside my stories. I love writing and brain storming settings, worlds and ideas that allow me to both experience the things I already love to like anime, games and other media but with the horny levels that I have that I know aren't normal but also having to be restricted for most of my time.
So I will continue to write. Continue to explore these ideas and I will finish and get out these many stories I have worked on cause it's not just for me to relate to others but for me to truly get things out. So I haven't given up on my stuff and hopefully soon I will have more to share.
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