I swear to god she keeps me sane when things get so weird. She just took an absurd amount of weight off my shoulders and I have been feeling a lot better the last like 2-3 days since? Still got a lot of hell to deal with BUT at least I am not stressing over almost 4k in an HOA fuck up where autopayment got a major hiccup in it and just... stopped paying like it's been doing for the last 10 years. Why would it suddenly stop? No clue. Why WOULDN'T they tell me it hasn't been paying for, oh, 8 months? NO CLUE. But with shit as tight as it's been I was just... thinking stuff had been going on like normal, nah silly me we weren't even covering the 500 a month for the hoa (plus juggling 2 houses utilities haha man I am stressed) but
BUT she covered that for me and gave them a major karen treatment that I don't think is very karen at all considering there were no notices or updates that things had gone wonky and a major backup of bills was happeneing?? I think she even got me like, a 2 month credit for the stress and dropped ball on their systems part for all of this, I don't even know.
BUT the anxiety of that... It is gone. And we've recently had some other good news FINALLY about legal shit come our way, and things MIGHT be finally getting BETTER knock on wood???
I don't even know. But I DO know I'm actually drawing today and getting a chance to work on commission stuff again.
I've got a bunch of notes backed up i've been able to peek at but not respond to that I'll be trying to play catch up on shortly (read, the next week or so), and I am.. debating putting in notice to Joanns that I may be leaving early instead of riding out the more and more depressing closing process... It's really depressing hearing every customer mourning the store OR trying to con deals we can't make happen OR bitching about the close out sales being worse than our usual sales for the entire solid block of a shift. Makes me just want to come home and sleep until it goes away only to wake up and do it again next day ~n~ Brain can't keep absorbing all the negatives, ya know?
And my mom is actually kind of supportive of that decision and trying to get my foot into the door of a more... survivable location.
But yeah, have a weirdly mixed journal update?
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