1: Given up uploading
2: I have not much creative ideas
3: got no attention, it's too small to continue (I tried )
4: Not many people even cared or bothered to reach out to me give me motivation or try to convince me.
5: people I used to rely on in the past just gave up on me and the people I tried to fix to forgive me did not want anything to do with me anymore this is why people I liked ignored me, honestly I tried even to fix my self but I just the worst at trying, love it when people forget I exist here and trying to be a normal person like the rest of you, hell I even tried to change my personality towards others.
at this point there was no use in trying to convince my friends anymore, all I did to fix things around it ended up all in vain, I am so sorry but just the past won't let go of me.
And friends are meant to be there together, not ignore each other.
I tried my best to keep my composure but, back in the old days when I was new back at 8 years, 8 months ago ( 25 Jun 2016 14:02 CEST ) I felt welcomed for my talent and people helped me spark life on my profile.
Don't get me wrong there are good people I liked and cared about but the people I hurt in the past bugs me too much.
what hurt me more was that I used to beg for free art because it was the only thing I could do and did not want to put my money at risk for commissions because I needed it for real life.
Please try to understand that I am not mad at you, I am just mad at myself. (sorry for a big rant and vent)
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