You know, since my last journal, I've been thinking about some of the issues I've been going through. I realized that I don't need to hide behind some mask just to be accepted by other people. The truth is, I'm fine just the way I am. I write stories and create character designs for fun because I enjoy making them. There are some stories I do involving underwear, but those are for humor and nothing else. I even offer some of you to draw some of my character designs because I sometimes envisioned them becoming a reality. If no one's interested, that's fine. I understand and I'm not even mad about it. I don't blame you if your answer's no. I just thought it would be nice to see drawings and artwork, but I understand if you really don't want to. Also, I have ADHD, although if I'm being honest, I'm still trying to figure how to use it as a superpower. Never really understood how if I'm being honest about it and I'm not willing to ignore it for the rest of my life. In fact, I'm not willing to lie to myself anymore just to get other people to like me. I'm a Sonic, Pokémon and Star Wars fan with autism and ADHD who likes writing stories and characters designs for fun and I'm not willing to constantly lie to myself or hide behind some forsaken mask that I couldn't even care less about anyway just to get accepted. So, if none of you want to accept me for who I am, forget you! Because I'm done listening to your hurtful lies! I'm proud of who I am and nothing's going to change that, because I don't care what anyone says anymore! I really don't care for bullies! And if any of you try to bully or be oversensitive punks to me or in my comments, walk away and leave me be! For all I care, go outside and touch grass as some people would say, because at least some good people on here would agree with me when I say, the Internet isn't everything. And like I said before, I'm not willing to pretend to me something that I'm not or listen to any more hurtful comments! So again, if any of you want to be bullies, move on. Because as Dwanye Johnson would say... I don't like bullies!
(Note: This next part comes from the heart)
I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but it's the truth. I'm done lying to myself. I'd rather let all of you accept me for who I am than pretend to be something that I'm not any day. I don't blame you if you don't want to be friends with me. I respect your opinion, and I'm not even upset about it. Again, I'm fine just the way I am, and I'd rather accept that than live a lie. So, if you don't want to accept me for who I am, move on. Because I'm done.
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