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TheDJTC

I wish I could commission myself

Just when I want something drawn I bribe myself to draw it.

It sucks being mentally ill.

Like I kinda feel like the loss of community across the internet was why I've lost the desire to make art, cuz I started doing this seriously as a way to make friends.

Tho aunno I still want my art to exist, I just don't want to do it.

The fact it hurts to type and draw and everything also doesn't help.

I hate how my life consistently gets worse, there's no hope for the future. I'll never have energy, I'll never enjoy being alive, I'll never not be in agony, I'll never make another comic...
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Added: 1 month, 3 weeks ago
 
CapitalH
1 month, 3 weeks ago
I mostly stopped drawing for a while, but I've been trying to get back into it for the sake of collabs with people. I don't remember seeing you collab with other artists. Would it help provide the motivation and the sense of community you feel you lack? I suspect it won't be hard for you to find artists who would like to work on Sonic-related fetish art with you.
TheDJTC
1 month, 3 weeks ago
Yeah I haven't collabed since maybe 2012-13. And that sounds terrifying cuz what if I let people down? Like even friends that know I'm handicapped it's just I can't take the thought of being a disappointment XDDD

That does sound good tho, but honestly I was wanting to make fan art for my friends again for the past... aunno six years... like I think the problem is I exist, like it's the mental illness and crap. Like collabing sounds good but I know I'd just disappoint whoever...
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