Dealing with my anxiety attack right now. It feels like these come in once every 2 weeks now. It's miserable. I try my best to be positive, but there's always something bringing me down. It just feels like I don't belong and everything's wrong and I can't do anything about it. And I know it's not true and I don't want to feel that way, but my body won't do that. So it's like literally the worst thing ever. Just my brain and body working against me.
There's like only 33 days left, and in my mind this final month should be the easiest, the home stretch, but then you have my mind and body working against me, making certain days a living hell sometimes. I don't even know what I'm worried about anymore. It feels like I've settled everything, but the anxiety is still there. It's horrible.
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17 Nov 2024 07:39 CET
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