Today is my 40th (months lol) birthday
A real milestone!
I kinda feel meh about it to be honest. No one in my circle or online is making a big deal about the age and I'm not doing anything to "mark" the milestone so its just like any other birthday now; quiet and reflective.
Ill eat a couple of good meals and enjoy some nice wine, have a small cake with close friends and family and get a bunch of happy wishes from around of course. And maybe a few nice things to enjoy beyond just food -- but not much else. I really dont need it at this point in my life heh...
I do feel the age though. I'm not as athletic nor have as much endurance and I am still fighting weight and diabetes issues, though both are controlled or reducing. I am calmer and friendlier too but still dealing with a lifetime of disability and poverty issues due to being on the ODSP. I still somehow manage though with minimal help (thankful to those who do help). I just don't have any desire to protest or advocate like I used to though as I guess what has happened to me just burnt me out.
Maybe its because of the medication too... Something I've been taking for close to 8 years now!
Things certainly have changed around here though--Since I first came into the "online world" in 2003.
~They have never been better though and I can certainly say I do have my happy moments.
I guess Ill toast this Cobalt Blue Crystal Goblet full of an Argentinian Malbec (Toro 2023) to a continued stable and reasonable many years to come~
And to good friends who keep it that way!
Thanks for the birthday wishes (o^_^o)
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