All those views and no donation, except 10 dollars self-donated to try to start it rolling. That's bad.
I mean if all those views meant everyone who looked at it at least chipped in 10 dollars then we would be somewhere. Now...it means I lost.
And I just had bad diarrhoea. We have to leave the hotel soon. He doesn't want to take the luggage, he wants to just leave it behind and just walk off...
And I will kill myself.
I feel like I have nothing to live for and I can't control what
I know, I didn't want to ask you again, at least it was worth it, but the depression sets in knowing we have nobody to fall back on here. I am dispairing because there's no solution coming. I am not complaining about you.
We got another night now in another place at the last moment but its like a loan from somebody, but what about tomorrow?
if my family helped apart from my mother who doesn't have enough and can't pay the bills this month, that would be different, but what disgusts me is the apathy of my partner's remaining family from his mother's side even more. I am not sure if the word from his mother can be trusted, we don't know what happened with her and she said she wants to be left alone in the hospital. Without a word of explanation.
I know, I didn't want to ask you again, at least it was worth it, but the depression sets in knowing
