I try not to post about my real life problems here, but I feel I should in light of the previous post. My health has not been great this year. The specifics don't really matter, but I have a number of overlapping issues that severely limits the time I may spend writing (or using a computer at all). It is very frustrating. I will have to wait for improvement before I can try posting more often. I expect it to last through the rest of this year, at the least. If I see no improvement, I guess I'll have to take measures for it, like getting some voice to text software.
Most of my life is spent in my own head, so all I really have are ideas. Ideas are not worth much if they are not shared. So I do feel some mild sort of existential pressure to share them, in order to grant meaning to an otherwise miserable life.
Ironically, a large portion of my present condition was caused by trying to engage the physical world more. Trying to make new habits, get exercise, do more in the real world. In an attempt to pursue friendship, largely. But I obviously lacked a set of tools to make those endeavours safe. I couldn't have known, because it's one of those tool sets that, everyone who has them, takes for granted because they had appropriate circumstances for their growth. It is a joke I am growing tired of.
Looks like my time is up for today. Next year, maybe.
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17 Oct 2024 18:31 CEST
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