I’ve been addicted to draw characters I like from a long time… and I still do it for fun. And when I draw a self insert I must say I find it cute or hilarious. Haven’t post em yet but there’s plenty of sketches I done. Intimate, romantic, silly scenarios. I draw those kind of stuff for the lols, or when I feel kinda horny, or just because I’m boring.
But recently I got this feeling of guilt… (or sadness). I end my artwork, feel happy about it but then I return at reality and feel alone, like when you see a romantic movie and you wish that happened to you. I wish I could love someone, or have someone to love in all forms like in some of my drawings. Really wish I had a loving boyfriend who loves me back too. I don’t know why I’m feeling so suddenly this kind of things. I want closeness… kisses, and of course I want to make love time to time (often…) …haha. But mostly, I want to share small details, like going for a walk, cooking him some of his favorite meals, watch movies together. As a romantic, I’m a simp of simplest, purest and nice forms of showing love in this life.
Then I see the present relationships (that are more like situationships) where everything reduces to lust or artificial feelings. I’m not like a top model or a “hot internet baddie” but I can’t say I don’t have opportunities. But the options are quite sad. Most of the guys who try to reach me just want casual sex, are older than me (and seem manipulative)… or in the best cases, they lust and idealized me in a level I found a bit creepy.
I know gentlemen doesn’t exist… I know there’s no blue prince and I’m not asking for a perfect man because that doesn’t exist. Sure I have a type (physically) but more than looks… I’m longing for someone real and not (a lot) crazy who wants to love me.
… why dating in your 20s is so damn hard.
Sorry for the vent -w- I have been through some darkness lately.
like when you see a romantic movie and you wish that happened to you.
Yeah I get this too. Especially a lot of art posted on Inkbunny or Discord, Bluesky, etc. get me to feel some type of way. A feeling of jealousy? Envy? Depression? Something, and it doesn't feel good.
Dating doesn't get any easier in your 30s, for the record.
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Exactly~ that something is ahh~ a little bit frustrating. Loving someone is not my main goal, but yeah, when I think about how much I enjoy doing certain things that need a partner~ aww it makes me dreamy and a little melancholy about it. Hmmm so, is in general this? I don’t want to get paranoid about 30s ;w;
Exactly~ that something is ahh~ a little bit frustrating. Loving someone is not my main goal, but ye
Don't worry I can assure you good and romantic men do exist, it's just hard to find them. When the time comes you will find someone you long for! I'm also in my 20s and long for the same. I was never in a relationship, but my best friend is a guy who is very sweet and loving. It Gives me hope,that if men like him exist, I'll must be able to find someone who is both my friend and my romantic partner.
Don't worry I can assure you good and romantic men do exist, it's just hard to find them. When the t
