Is usually seen as bad omen day or something similar. But to me this is special day this year - since it's my birthday :D 38 years! Wow! I wanted to create something for my birthday but with diagnosed Autism and ADHD... Nope. My focus and motivation is basically on the level zero. Has been for a VERY long time.
But despite this I WILL TRY to make myself chicken pie today. I normally bake a cake but this year I was lazy and bought frozen cake, ahah! I have never done chicken pie (not a thing in Finland) so I keep my fingers crossed I can make it without it failing miserably :'D
Anyway, also sorry for not being active. I just honestly have zero energy or motivation and focus to do much anything in these days. Tho my neighbor also suggested I still might suffer from depression since Verti's death (it becomes a year of his passing on September 21th). But what I also know autism can cause depression but medicines won't work on this depression (I've tried, not working for me).
Yeah, I talk about nonsense and off-topic things... :'D
Anyway, happy birthday to me! And if anyone else is having birthday today too: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you as well! Let's celebrate together! :D Even if it would be eating cake alone at home!
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13 Sep 2024 14:51 CEST
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