Hello. I would like to apologize to everyone for the delay that is involving certain committees. I am very conflicted by many different factors; on one side is the love I have for writing and literature in general, which pushes me to challenge myself all the time, with every request. On the other hand, the realization that I am increasingly exceeding my mental tolerance limit; the stress is enormous, more than I thought. Writing, thanks to you, has become a job and with that also brings a large component of professional effort. I started my university period, money is always too little and the work always too demanding. I am in a limbo, I cried for the first time in front of the amount of writing I have to do. I am sorry that I am not currently up to your standards. I feel worn down by the weight of tasks, I carry out everything unwillingly, even in the moments of rest there dwells the awareness of how much work I have to finish and I end up not enjoying any moment. I don't know what to do, not working would mean not having a cent, but at the same time working wears me down more than I would like.
Again, I am sorry, this post is meant to make my situation clear to you, a hug to everyone, thank you.
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04 Sep 2024 15:44 CEST
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