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Rougebuddy

Have you got a trauma?

I recently learned of an X artist being cancelled.
Her name is Kikiizuri, and she draws mostly shotacon content from cuphead and spooky month from Mr. Hair with rape theme mostly.
Truth be told, I don't like shotacon yaoi, from my drawings you can already see my tastes (humans included), however Kikiizuri isn't exactly a victim either, as apparently she is related to people who want to, or did harm to minors in real life, and according to a meme, she brags about covering up for them.
Well, I guess I spoke too much when the point was another lol.
The point is that kikiizuri is underage when she started doing this art, and something I heard about her, and many kids/teens who do this kind of art at such a young age, are things like:
"She's blowing off steam with her drawings."
"They probably lived through the same thing and now they capture their traumas in their drawings."
And more things like that.
And I ask myself, is it true?
Personally, I have never suffered a serious trauma of this kind, and I had a functional family, not perfect, but we are happy and complete.
But now I ask the artists and people who enjoy cub/lolicon content and themes like rape: have you really suffered trauma which motivates you to do/enjoy this?
Just answer yes or no, no need to be explicit, I just want to know.



For my part, my taste for rape or torture came when in children's movies, the villain held the girl captive and had her locked up, or tied up.
It always made me morbid to think about what would have happened if the good guy lost, and well, I liked the idea that the princess or damsel in distress on duty, really stays as a slave, wife, or prisoner of the villain, and is forced to do whatever the villain wants.
Then I discovered porn, and .... you can imagine the rest.
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Arikado
4 months ago
I too am from a rather happy family. No sexual incidents or violence. My first porno I activly saw and had my first ejaculation with was a short with two lesbians in some latex in the woods. Many years later I stumbled upon it again by chance. They never had sex, just touching and posing for the camera. Don't get me wrong, it's still pretty hot and gave me some of my many kinks.

I'm not sure when my interest in rape porn and lolicon started, but I know that lolicon and watersports came first. There was no transition, just kind of "That one is almost my age, I know what it feels like."
My first actual intercurse was in elementary school with another male classmate. I don't know where he's got the knowlege from, but we did it a few times then stopped. Didn't turn me gay. A little bicurious, openminded and likely later into futas, but not interested into M/M.
Rape is a very different. I guess it started out with dubcon because those pornos just showed more skin and were less softcore (boring), so more dopamine. Then it went over to noncon and lately I'm noticing it transitioning back to dubcon and corruption.
I also enjoy realistic scenarios of lolis just dicovering their sexuality. (with and without help)
There are other kinks I have and do not completly understand, like nipple penetration :/
Right now I'm extremly turned on by concepts/premises/ideas.

Speaking of Villains and having their way, I invented two tags on derpibooru.org just for that:
-Victorious villain
-Punish the villain
And I'm noticing that there are around twice as many submissions of villains having noncon sex with the protagonists.
Rougebuddy
4 months ago
Wow, a very... curious story?
Well... By the way Derpibooru is similar to inkbunny?
Arikado
4 months ago
Not a t all. Derpibooru is a My Little Pony oriented art site. Quite large actually.
The Inkbunny equivalent to Derpibooru would be https://ponybooru.org/ as they allow underage characters
Rougebuddy
4 months ago
Oh, interesting.
I'm looking for safe websites where I can publish both furry and human content, with the themes you already know (rape, abuse, torture, slavery and interspecies, all with lore behind).
I only know pixiv, Allthefallen, and baraag.
I'm thinking of using Baraag, it seems easier to me. But I wonder if there are other sites like that, and with a similar interface to pixiv.
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