Still very unwell but slowly returning.

by QBlack

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Alright, I am only doing ever so slightly better but not by very much every since i was diagnosed with anemia about two months ago which i still very much have but am doing all i can to get through it with high amounts of iron intake etc but i am still extremely tired day in and day out while i do my best to remain awake. In the process of doing so, i am slowly forcing myself (with help from friends) to try and get back into drawing even though i have all but lost nearly all motivation to do so along with being extremely fatigued but im glad to say i have not lost my artistic ability like i assumed i would have from not being able to draw for so long and some good friends are pushing me to draw more and regain my motivation by doodling a few things of interest and so on even though the whole AI theft is everywhere which makes me not even want to bother putting out new material just to feed the machines so i am still debating on if i will remain later down the road but at least as of now i think i am getting my spark back to tackle drawing again. It will be a slow but sure return for now as i try my best to get more stuff done and worked on....for long as i can remain awake and my energy does not magically vanish like it tends to do.

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Added:	7 months, 3 weeks ago 07 Aug 2024 15:05 CEST

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DreamGod

7 months, 3 weeks ago

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Sounds like a really difficult journey; but at least friends can help you out! I have heart problems, so I've been in a similar boat where I was too tired to do anything, but had too much to do.

In terms of the AI thing, I completely understand. There is a method I've heard of recently. I don't know the specifics of it, but the term is apparently called 'glazing'; it covers your image in a very thin filmy filter, virtually invisible to the naked eye, but it prevents AI from gathering data on your pictures or copying your style.That might help you if you're interested!

QBlack

7 months, 3 weeks ago

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@ DreamGod

i am starting to use that now but the effect are really hecking strong on higher setting so can only use low so it does not completely destroy how the image looks for the sake of protection so i dont really know how well it works on low settings but hoping it helps.