I'm sorry for all the depressed/scared journals. I'm fluctuating from having a weak smile, telling myself to take it easy, to breaking down and feeling really scared again. But I feel bad to those who care for me. So I'll try my best to push on. I don't really know what to do yet, I wish my body'd be able to keep up again, so I could start working out. My main wish is just.. For the nightmares to stop.
But I'm pushing on. I feel stupid asking for donations, for whining so much. I've still got a long, long way to go. But I'll try my best.
In the meanwhile, keep yer eye on my Tumblr: http://luvythicus.tumblr.com/ There's some art activity on there. Not much, but I try.
Can anyone help me customize my Tumblr completely? Like, how it looks?
Thank you so much for all the support. It means a lot to me, it really does. I'll do my best.
I've also found a, well... Substance that helps promote lucid dreaming. I've been doing this a bit and i'm starting to be more in control of my dreams.
1/2 Teaspoon Arm and Hammer Pure Baking Soda+ 12.oz Glass of water; Taken three times a day helps promote: Vivid/Lucid Dreaming Better results of working out A decrease in the Intake of fat Better Rehydration Better Sleeping Whiter Teeth And Less Cavities.
Word of the Wise, it's taste is a bit off-putting. I usually have a bit of soda, or something sweet on hand. A word of Caution as well, consuming over 3 teaspoons in a 24 hour period Isn't good for you, not extremely dangerous; But i'd suggest taking a Multivitamin if this happens.
Speaking of which, time for me to take a bit of it myself.
As I said before, Earl Grey tea to calm yourself down. As for the Nightmares to stop, I've actually
